I don't know

What i feel

I can't describe

I can't hear my mind

What i want to do?

I can't decide

Go forward

Or stand by?

Why?

Why i can't decide?

Why i can't move forward with my live?

I'm strong

I already proved it

So why?

Why i can't get it out of my mind?

Afraid to lose maybe

But if i don't fight

I just die

Without knowing how would it going

If although i tried

Why god?

Why it always a now in my mind

In my hart what to do

And my mouth

And my body

And my everything

Don't do it?

Am i a chicken?

Am i a coward?

Afterall what am i?

A fool

With nothing to do

And who do nothing

I just asked for a way

I just asked for a path

But why?

Why it need to be so hard?

Why i need to leave every particle of my being

Out if my comfort zone?

Why i need to leave my beautiful shelf?

My believed shelf

The one how have saved me for so many ears

Why?

Why break all barriers that my heart created with so many care

To dare someone to break without been aware?

For what i wood want a broken heart?

But it is so tempting

Break the rule,

Run unarmed

Taking the risk,

The adrenaline

Rushing in to my veins.

My heart is astonished

With this possibility,

But my mind is terrified

With the fail side of it.

And it don´t stop to scream

I'm almost crazy

Please SHUT UP.

The heart is talking

What i gonna do?

What i gonna do?

I have to decide

Go forward

Or give up

And let flee my chance

To love and be loved

Letting this burning flame

Out eats my heart

To expand and be free

To tell to all world

From the top to above

That i'm a man

Who don't have afraid if love

But have afraid that is not loved back.